A moment of contemplation for yourself or on behalf of others on everything from the life-altering to the mundane.


Prayer: A conversation with The Higher Other who lives within each of us. An invitation to vent, to re-think, to ask, and to rest.

Wednesday, June 19, 2024

Meditation Moment: ~ Wednesday, June 19, 2024: What IS Juneteenth?

Meditation Moment for June 19, 2024 ~ Juneteenth

Today, the reason for our newest Federal Holiday is still unknown in many white communities of this country (or worse: ignored, discouraged, or  disparaged). Federal employees have the day off as do many state employees where it has been adopted.
* So what exactly does it mean or commemorate? Let me answer first with this:

   Imagine that you have been in prison for your entire life. You were born there. Many of your family have died there. You MUST do what your Jailer tells you to do inside or outside from dawn to dark of night, in all kinds of weather amid threats, serious physical  punishment, or a violent death, if you fail even for a moment. Your parents, your children, your spouse ~ if you have any ~ are sent to other prisons and you will likely never see them again. You are fed, some more meagerly than others, and you have housing, of a sort ~ cold, hot, damp, with rats and mice and other critters and insects living with you crawling through your food and all over your body for the few hours you are in that space. So if you are 90 or 50 or 30 or 15 years old you have been conditioned to be a prisoner. 
   Then one day, say you’re imprisoned in Texas on June 19, 1865, this General Gordon Granger arrives to tell you and all the imprisoned like yourself, that your release from prison was ordered by President Lincoln more than TWO YEARS ago but you are only hearing about it today. What is your first reaction? And what comes later as you realize it took 2 Years for you to be released? And then what becomes of you and your descendants who were and are hated and maligned and murdered because those who imprisoned you, and were then forced to release you, poisoned the small minds of others who didn’t look like you.

Lord God of us ALL, You created us in the many colors and shades of our ancestors from the palest pale to the darkest dark and all the hues in between, and gave us the free range of the various parts of Your planet to develop our languages, spiritualities, and cultures that bring great and beautiful diversities to the whole Earth. Give us the courage and strength to walk together with You as our Guide, with Christ our Teacher, and with the Holy Spirit as our Grace-Filled Energy to love one another ~ and ourselves ~ as You who Mothers and Fathers all, loves and blesses each and every Human of all shapes, sizes, temperaments, language, culture, and color. Amen.


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Monday, June 17, 2024

Prayers of the People: Keep Still-ing ~ Proper 7, 5th Sunday after Pentecost '24 Yr B

For Sunday, June 23, 2024, Readings: 1- Samuel 17:57-18:5, 10-16; Psalm 133, 
2 Corinthians 6:6-13, Mark 4:35-41

  David had success in all his undertakings; for the Lord was with him. When Saul saw that he had great success, he stood in awe of him. But all Israel and Judah loved David; for it was he who marched out and came in leading them. [1 Samuel 18:14-16]

  Oh how good and pleasant it is when brethren live together in unity! …for there the Lord has ordained the blessing: life for evermore. [Psalm 133:1,5]

   As we work together with Christ, we urge you not to accept the grace of God in vain…as servants of God we have commended ourselves in every way: through great endurance…hardships, calamities…kindness, holiness of spirit…in honor and dishonor, in ill repute and good repute. [2 Corinthians 6:1, 4, 6, 8]

  A great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped. But he was…asleep…and they woke him up and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” He woke up and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, “Peace! Be Still!” Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm. He said to them, “Why are you afraid? Have you no faith?” [Mark 4:37-40]

   The story of Saul’s rise and fall is one that repeats itself continuously throughout the history of the world and into our own day, and no doubt, beyond. Power is intoxicating and addictive whether bestowed, assumed, or taken by force. The more power one has, the more one wants and needs, be it wealth, political, or any other form of which greed is a by-product. At some point such power breeds fear within the power monger as enemies mount, serious mistakes in judgment are made by the one who must continue to believe that they cannot fall even as their failures to triumph increase in frequency. The fear of losing often accelerates into near madness. Earlier in 1st Samuel, Saul ignores Samuel’s instruction to wait for him and takes on the religious role to offer the appointed sacrifice before a battle. Samuel recognized Saul as the political authority but not as the religious authority and was angry at this usurpation. We read last week that God later regretted his appointment of Saul as King. This week Saul having bestowed much favor on David becomes afraid of him as the Lord has withdrawn his favor from Saul for ignoring his instructions and has now given it to David. Later we’ll read what happens when David comes to his full power…
   And then we move to the utter simplicity and brevity of Psalm 133. In only its first and last short verses lie the complete encapsulation of ALL of God’s commandments: live together in unity…for there the Lord has ordained the blessing: life forevermore. Ah, but then we’d have to give up some of our personal power however small in comparison to another.
   Contrasting David's confidence in Mark's Gospel, the Disciples are terrified of the storm on the water. But wait, aren't most of them experienced fishermen? That must have been one whale of a storm to frighten them so much and you can almost hear the translation of Jesus's words to them in today's terms as "Seriously, you woke me for this? Where is your faith?" And, of course, Jesus tells the waves and winds, Peace! Be Still!
   And what does this all mean for my life here and now and tomorrow? Do I step up like David and face the Philistine-giant Foe of our own time, or cower like the Disciples in the wind-blown boat? Am I faith-strong or faith-weak? Well, that truly depends on the day and the fear; especially in these current days of not only of multiple worries on many fronts but raging anger, strong division, and the growing prevalence of random as well as targeted violence and bloodshed in this country and the across the world.
    Paul urges the Corinthians not to accept the grace of God in vain. That sentence jumped out at me. As well as reminder that in commitment to and as servants of God there is to be no complacency, no cowering, whatever the hardships, calamities...sleepless nights...hunger…kindness, holiness of spirit... as there is work to be done in our own fields of faith-filled living. And yes it is very difficult and often thankless work in this earth-bound, high-tech, materialistic, us vs. them, temporary life. Keeping my faith in God through Christ and the Holy Spirit conscious and active takes great effort in most times. Yet, it also means that I may surprise myself with my own strength, resilience, and capacity to face the fearsome foes and woes in life, most especially the ones I create for myself! I can also shine as the brightest of suns when the greatest joy arrives. And yet even in the most ordinary of times with daily frustrations, or the stormiest with anger, anxiety, and apprehension all around, mostly what I need is to take a moment to be still, breathe deeply, and quiet the winds and waves within myself. And then a step forward and another and another, in faith, in hope, in genuine love, truthful speech, and the power of God [2 Cor 6:6b-7a]. Then some more deep breaths to bring in enough physical and mind-ful peace to just keep still-ing while moving. Then: Repeat. Often.

LET US, GOD’S PEOPLE, PRAY

Leader:  ~ O God, the Power in our Souls, in the face of fearsome foes, grant us the courage to brace against and still the winds of evil and the waves of emotional, physical, and spiritual damage engulfing so many of Your people, especially the children. Remind us often that You never forsake those who seek Your trust.

                                                     Lord of Justice and Peace
         RESPONSE:                Still our fear; Strengthen our faith     

~ O God, the Power in our Souls, infuse our minds and hearts with the skills of Your servant David, that we may challenge the leaders of Earthly, National, and Local governments to work against discrimination, injustice, and physical danger for all Your people. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       Lord of Justice and peace
                                                       Still our fear; Strengthen our faith     

~ O God, the Power in our Souls, restore health and give comfort to those who suffer in body, mind, or spirit, and give patience to those who tend their needs. We now join our voices to pray for those in need… add your own petitions

                                                       Lord of Justice and peace
                                                       Still our fear; Strengthen our faith 

~ O God, the Power in our Souls, lighten the burden for all who grieve, as You embrace those newly arrived to dwell with You, in the glory of everlasting life and peace. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       Lord of Justice and peace
                                                       Still our fear; Strengthen our faith 

~ O God, the Power in our Souls, we pause in this moment to offer You our other heartfelt thanksgivings, intercessions, petitions, and memorials, aloud or silently… add your own petitions

                                                       Lord of Justice and peace
                                                       Still our fear; Strengthen our faith           

~ O God, the Power in our Souls, provide all of our ordained Shepherds with extra measures of endurance, conviction, and serenity. Especially in the week ahead in our Church’s General Convention, grant wisdom, clarity of purpose, and stamina for the US House of Deputies, clergy and lay, who with the House of Bishops now gather, worship, and do Your work to benefit the fields of Christ’s Mission and Ministry. Guide their discernment for the election of a new Presiding Bishop as our Spiritual Leader and Mentor for our journey as Your servants, always discovering ways to live into Christ’s Call. We pray especially for: We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       Lord of Justice and peace
                                                       Still our fear; Strengthen our faith      

The Celebrant adds:  Most Loving God, help us to fully accept Your grace as true and humble servants in the wildest of storms and the most ordinary moments of this life. Fill us with faith enough to quell the tempests within ourselves and with each other, that we may see through another’s eyes and learn to walk together, if differently, to Your Eternal Shore. We ask through Jesus, our Peace and our Salvation; and the Holy Spirit, our Wisdom Guide; who with together with You, are One God for all of time eternal. Amen.



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Monday, June 10, 2024

Prayers of the People: A Few More Ounces ~ 4th Sunday after Pentecost '24 Yr B Proper 6

For Sunday, June 16, 2024, Readings: 1 Samuel 15:34-16:13, Psalm 20, 
2 Corinthians 5:6-10, [11-13], 14-17; Mark 4:26:34

   ...for the Lord does not see as mortals see; they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart. [1 Samuel 15:7b]

   May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble, the Name of the God of Jacob defend you…Some put their trust in chariots and some in horses, but we will call upon the Name of the Lord our God. They will collapse and fall down, but we will arise and stand upright.  [Psalm 20 1, 7-8] 

    We are always confident; even though we know that while we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord -- for we walk by faith, not by sight. [2 Cor 5:6-7]

   With what can we compare the kingdom of God...It is like a mustard seed, which, when sown upon the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds on earth; yet when it is sown it grows up and becomes the greatest of all shrubs, and puts forth large branches, so that the birds of the air can make nests in its shade." [Mark 4:30-32]

    Early in the Hebrew Testament reading for this week, Samuel is grieving over Saul’s abysmal kingship. God was sorry that he had made Saul king as he disobeyed God’s decrees and decided to do only as he wanted to do and in his own way. It’s an interesting and rare moment that God regrets a decision. The only other time we’re told about is in Genesis 6 when God regretted the creation of humanity and so, enter Noah. For me, it’s comforting to know that there are times when God’s mind is changed about a prior decision. While we only know about two of them from the Bible, perhaps there are more? How does this speak to those who firmly believe in pre-destination also known as fate or the concept that God already knows everything that will happen?
    God is then preparing Samuel to find a new king for Israel and explains the criteria to him. Mortals look at outward appearance and make judgments while God looks on the heart and from that vantage point, God guides the uncertain Samuel to choose Saul’s successor. David, who while the smallest seed of Jesse, had a confident heart when the spirit of the Lord came mightily upon him at his anointing.
    When the reading from 2nd Corinthians for this week began with "So we are always confident...," I was immediately struck with the sense of how, more often than not, I am far from feeling confident in my faith or in my understanding of God.  It feels especially rocky in those moments in life when, as Paul says in Romans 7:15: "I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing that I hate." For that reason I had to retreat to the end of chapter 4 and the start of chapter 5 in 2nd Corinthians to find my internal footing, to begin to accept that the opening lines of today's reading from Paul really can apply to me. Paul tells us just before today’s reading that we [are to] look not at what can be seen but at what cannot be seen; for what can be seen is temporary, but what cannot be seen is eternal. [2 Cor 4:18] It all seems very cryptic but it then weaves into Paul's reminder this week that being at home in this earthly body, that is seen and also temporary, is life away from the Lord. We are called to seek our eternal, and not yet seen, home with our Lord God, and in so doing we become a new creation in Christ. 
    As usual, with Paul’s letters, we have to take our time and plod through the sometimes density of his words to discover the meaning. It is also important to remember that Paul wrote those letters in his time to specific churches and communities in their time as guidance for their particular issues. We can only truly relate to them in our own time, and IF those issues are our own individual life and spiritual questions, and also collectively as a parish for the same reasons.
    Jesus carries things further in his likening the Kingdom of God to a mustard seed, a very tiny seed that grows into a shrub or tree so large that birds can nest in its branches. The parable of the mustard seed appears in the Gospels of Mark, Matthew [Matthew 13:31-32] and Luke, and has always resonated with me, especially later on in Luke when Jesus says that all we need is faith the size of one of these very tiny seeds and mountains can be moved [Luke 17:6].  Just how small is that exactly? Well some varieties yield seeds the size of the period that ends this sentence. The average modern mustard seed is about one tenth of an inch across and it takes about 750 seeds to weigh one gram or 3% of one ounce. An average green grape weighs about 5 grams or 17% of an ounce. Well, I think my faith is as good as that tiny seed which comforts my heart and a offers my soul quite a few more ounces of confidence.

LET US, GOD’S PEOPLE, PRAY

Leader:  ~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, You brought forth and seeded the Universe with life and living in all of its forms. Grow our willingness to tend our personal spiritual gardens by weeding out temptation, feeding with prayer in action, and prospering the work of our souls for Your service.
 
                                                     O Lord our God
       RESPONSE:                  Help us grow confident in faith 

~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, answer us in our days of trouble and cultivate the growth of virtue, decency, empathy, and righteousness within the souls of all who govern in this World, in this Country, and in this Community. Implant any change of heart needed to bring about the full and equal flowering of all people, and cessation of violence and war everywhere. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       O Lord our God
                                                       Help us grow confident in faith                                             
~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, may all who are weakened by severe illness, depression, or desperation, feel nested in the comforting shade of Your healing embrace. Fortify and strengthen all those who give them care. We now join our hearts to pray for those in need…add your own petitions

                                                       O Lord our God
                                                       Help us grow confident in faith             

~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, through the beauty and abundance Your Earth provides, we give continuous thanksgiving for the brilliance of the eternal life, where those we love now live anew and thrive forever. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       O Lord our God
                                                       Help us grow confident in faith

~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, we pause in this moment to offer You our other heartfelt thanksgivings, intercessions, petitions, and memorials, aloud or silently…add your own petitions

                                                       O Lord our God
                                                       Help us grow confident in faith

~ Creator of the Seen and Unseen, enhance the special combination of humility and confidence in those chosen to serve as leaders in Your Church. Guide them as they guide us to vibrantly bloom as a new creation in Christ. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                                       O Lord our God
                                                       Help us grow confident in faith

The Celebrant adds: O God, Most High, instill in us the wisdom to know that, however small and humble our beginnings, as we walk by faith and not by sight, we will surely reap the fullness of life eternal from the seeds of Your infinite love and grace. We ask through Jesus, our Christ, in whom all Creation is new; and the Holy Spirit whose Wisdom enriches the roots of our souls; who together with You, are One God, now and for ever.  Amen.  




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Monday, June 3, 2024

Prayers of the People: An Uncertain Limb ~ 3rd Sunday of Pentecost ’24 Yr B

For Sunday, June 9, 2024; Readings: 1 Samuel 8:4-11, (12-15), 16-20, (11:14-15), 
Ps 138, 2 Cor 4:13-5:1, Mark 3:20-35

   All the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel...and said to him, "You are old and your sons do not follow in your ways; appoint for us…a king to govern us, like other nations"... Samuel prayed…and the LORD said, "Listen to the voice of the people… for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected me…forsaking me and serving other gods, so also they are doing to you…you shall solemnly warn them, and show them the ways…" [1 Samuel 8:4-5,6b-7, 8b-9]

    I will give thanks to you, O Lord, with my whole heart…and praise your Name, because of your love and faithfulness…Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you keep me safe…The Lord will make good his purpose for me. O Lord, your love endures forever. [Psalm 138:1a, 2b, 8a, 9a]

    Yes, everything is for your sake, so that grace…may increase thanksgiving to the glory of God…So do not lose heart. Even though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is being renewed day by day. [2 Corinthians 4:15-16]

    Then [Jesus] went home, and the crowd came together again so that Jesus and his disciples could not even eat. When his family heard it, they went out to restrain him, for people were saying, "He has gone out of his mind."... A crowd was sitting around him; and they said to him, "Your mother and your brothers and sisters are outside, asking for you." And he replied, "Who are my mother and my brothers?" And looking at those who sat around him, he said, "Here are my mother and my brothers! Whoever does the will of God is my brother and sister and mother." [Mark 3:20-21,32-35]

      Just as Samuel might have wished his sons had behaved better, and the elders of Israel wanted a king to "be like other nations," even Jesus with his storied ancestry arrives in his home territory with less than a happy welcome from his family. Mary, his mother, and his brothers think he's crazy and needs to be physically restrained. Perhaps Mary and her other sons were embarrassed by Jesus, in the sight of others, for not following an expected career path. Most families I know or know of have tales about embarrassing or alienating relatives who have befouled the family tree and perhaps even been disowned. It is no easy feat to understand, support, and accept a member of the family who has gone in unexpected and inexplicable ways (much less feel accepted if it is ourselves). And so a household divides.
      The Psalmist and Paul acknowledge the ongoing love of God whose grace and safe holding carry us forward and renews our inner nature each day so that we may not lose heart or Spirit and continue to seek God’s purpose for our lives.
      Jesus defines family for himself, and by extension for us, as those who do the will of God. And how are we to determine what is the will of God, and what is the True Source and not the earth-based gods and idols that create unquenchable wants, desires, and addictions? How do we stand together when we understand things so differently from others we hold dear. We won't know for sure that we've made the exact right choices until ... And, until, whenever I feel I'm out on an uncertain limb of Christ's family tree, I go back constantly to my favorite prayer by Thomas Merton:

My Lord God, 
      I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please You does in fact please You. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that, if I do this, You will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust You always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for You are ever with me, and You will never leave me to face my perils alone.   ~ From: Thoughts in Solitude¸ Thomas Merton


LET US, GOD’S PEOPLE, PRAY

Leader:  ~ Lord God Almighty, as by Your Will we were created, renew our inner nature each day that we may seek Your purpose for our lives. Even among those who cannot understand, grant us the fortitude to abandon the earthly gods and idols that tempt us into wants and desires that lead us to forsaking You. 

                                          O God of Love and Faithfulness
        RESPONSE:        With our whole heart we praise and thank You

~ Lord God Almighty, as some seek to establish their own earthly kingdoms, let us work to extend the knowledge of Your grace, justice, mercy, and tolerance to all who would govern the peoples of this world, this nation, and this community, that we may abide together in Your House, undivided, with no exclusions. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                            O God of Love and Faithfulness
                                            With our whole heart we praise and thank You                                            
~ Lord God Almighty, heal and comfort all who struggle with chronic pain, addiction, and recovery, and heighten the stamina of those who give continuing support. We now join our hearts to pray for those in need…add your own petitions
                                            O God of Love and Faithfulness
                                            With our whole heart we praise and thank You  

~ Lord God Almighty, we lift up, with our love, all who have exchanged this earthly life for the glory, joy, and peace of eternity with You. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                             O God of Love and Faithfulness
                                            With our whole heart we praise and thank You    

~ Lord God Almighty, we pause in this moment to offer You our other heartfelt thanksgivings, intercessions, petitions, and memorials, aloud or silently…add your own petitions

                                            O God of Love and Faithfulness
                                            With our whole heart we praise and thank You          
~ Lord God Almighty, refresh the enthusiasm and vitality of those anointed to guide us, as together we navigate the time and tides of this temporal life, connecting our everyday lives and actions to You. We pray especially for: add your own petitions

                                            O God of Love and Faithfulness
                                            With our whole heart we praise and thank You

The Celebrant adds: O God of Grace and Glory, develop in us a spiritual thirst that seeks to be quenched only in Your service in the midst of being in earthly kingdoms, even as we strive to not be of them. Through Your enduring love and faithfulness, let us strive to become mother, father, sister, or brother to everyone, each according to their need, on every limb in the sacred family tree of Christ. We ask through the steadfastness of Jesus, and the blessings of the Holy Spirit, who together with You, reign as One God, now and forever. Amen.

  




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