Peace is not something you
can force on anything or anyone... much less upon one's own mind. It is like
trying to quiet the ocean by pressing upon the waves. Sanity lies in somehow
opening to the chaos, allowing anxiety, moving deeply into the tumult, diving
into the waves, where underneath, within, peace simply is.
~ Gerald G. May*
Lord of the Deepest Peace,
There are so many days that I see the world around me is in such chaos ~ whirling in violence, poverty, pain, and legalized cruelty to others who are not "us" in Your name. I am at such a loss trying to know in which direction to turn, which good cause needs me the most. What can I possibly do to make any kind of useful difference? I am merely the tiniest pebble in the hole of a huge dyke that strains against impending disaster. And then, taking a breath, I remember You and my prayer begins again. Grant me the stillness within myself that I can turn into my focus outwardly. My footing is more certain when peace is in my heart and my soul takes its ease in Your comfort. From there I can move forward and the direction of my path becomes clear. amen.
There are so many days that I see the world around me is in such chaos ~ whirling in violence, poverty, pain, and legalized cruelty to others who are not "us" in Your name. I am at such a loss trying to know in which direction to turn, which good cause needs me the most. What can I possibly do to make any kind of useful difference? I am merely the tiniest pebble in the hole of a huge dyke that strains against impending disaster. And then, taking a breath, I remember You and my prayer begins again. Grant me the stillness within myself that I can turn into my focus outwardly. My footing is more certain when peace is in my heart and my soul takes its ease in Your comfort. From there I can move forward and the direction of my path becomes clear. amen.
*Gerald Gordon May, [1940-2005] was an American psychiatrist
and theologian, and as a conscientious objector, worked as an Air Force
psychiatrist in Vietnam. Later he was a staff psychiatrist in a prison mental
hospital in Maryland. He later became a senior fellow at the Shalem Institute
for Spiritual Formation in Bethesda, Maryland conducting workshops in
contemplative theology and psychology. He wrote several books on the subject of
combining spiritual direction with psychological therapy.
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