Every one of us is a
variety of persons at the same time, it may be a very rich blending, but also
it may be an unfortunate meeting of discordant personalities. We are different
according to circumstances and surroundings; the various people that meet us
know us as different persons.
There is a Russian proverb that says, 'He is a lion when
meeting sheep, but he is a sheep when he meets lions.' When it comes to
praying, our first difficulty is to find which one of our personalities should
be put forward to meet God...because we are so unaccustomed to be our real self
that in all truth we do not know which one that is...
~ Metropolitan Anthony Bloom*
Well, God,
today I come to You as close
to being me as I can as there seems to be a few of me so
that may just be all of me, or at least me in one mood or another. It's
early in the day and I haven’t had enough coffee yet. There's no one here
but me. No one to impress, to one-up, to anger, to suck up to,
to order around, to help. No make-up or jewelry, no special clothes, I don't
look my best or my worst. I'm just me. You know more
about me than I ever will and You still love me. Thank
you. I'm just here today to spend a few minutes with You. It's nice to quietly
give love and receive love. That's all for now. I'll be back later or tomorrow
with all of my MEs and I might, possibly, ok one of me will probably ask for
something. amen.
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