Saturday, March 23, 2024 ~ Day 34
It is most
comfortable to be invisible, to observe life from a distance,
at one with our own
intoxicating superior thoughts.
~ Anne Lamott*
I'm
not sure it's invisibility that I would find comfortable, perhaps just being aloof and
observing from an overhead vantage point or from my own personal pedestal.
There are times when I like being close enough but far enough away, keeping
everyone at arm's length. Then I can dish in my own head with
clever if less than kind judgments, point my (invisible) finger at those
who are merely common in their small lives, while I in my
brilliance could solve all personal and global issues if I allowed them close
enough for me to impart my wisdom.
And then, something in my head breaks out into:
For my thoughts
are not your thoughts,
nor are your
ways my ways, says the Lord.
For as the
heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
[Isaiah 55:8-9 NRSV]
Dear Most Superior Invisible One,
I realize that my own
self-described superior thoughts aren’t
worth much at all if I'm using them to be condescending to others. Clearly I am
not giving away the love and grace You are providing to me to share generously
with others (and myself), even if only silently at times.
For today, I’ll give
up being merely an observer of people from an impersonal distance.
I’ll take on becoming more up close and personal, when
appropriate and comfortable for another. I’ll pray to remember that
I'm not the judge of others, which, anyway,
is more likely a reflection of how I judge myself. Help me to remember, daily,
that the life You have given us is to be lived knowing You are within us
and seeing the radiance of Your love in every single person we meet. No
matter my presumption of the life circumstance,
attitude, faith practice or lack of, politics, size, age, gender, etc., of
another, You have taught me to love that neighbor as myself. Having You to lean
on, turn to, and continually learn from is a far better way to experience superior
intoxication. amen.
*Anne Lamott [1954 - ], is an American political activist and
author of non-fiction and novels all largely autobiographical and with her
signature wit, humor, and self-deprecation. Tackling alcoholism,
single-motherhood, and depression, Lamott brings us in to everyday American
situations with down-to-earth, sometimes irreverent vocabulary and structure
that cuts directly to the center of life.
Oh Lord it's Hard to be Humble:
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